The older I get, the more human experience I get, & the more I meet new people, the more that I feel alone.
It's in my bones, the loneliness that is, but you know what, this year I am going to change that.
I need to learn how to love myself enough for nothing else to really matter.
Everyone has their own agendas and reasoning for their actions and I have to learn how to accept that and for that to mean nothing to me except another lesson in life.
I've moved to Darwin, Australia after an interesting 7 months in Queensland.
Im grateful for everything I learnt there and all the people who made those months so fun!
My favourite quote at the moment is from my favourite book, Eat Pray Love.
When I get lonely these days, I think: So BE lonely, Liz. Learn your way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in your life. Welcome to the human experience. But never again use another person's body or emotions as a scratching post for your own unfulfilled yearnings."
- Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love
I have to never look for myself or my self worth in someone else.
I have to find it in me.
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